Three favourite Web comics on Webtoon

Hello fam! I know this post might not be the usual type of post I put up. However my life has been such a mess I needed something to unwind with, and without putting any effort in to it.

So I discovered Webtoon, which is a free app in the app store so you can get your hands on it easily.

My discover wasn’t the app itself, even though I was pretty surprised finding it, it was what I have found in it.

I found three comics on Webtoon that may help you unwind or just the distract you from your current problem so you could think straight afterwards. It does help if you wanna see things more clearly.

Side note : your mental health matters so don’t forget to relax in between situations. It is hard but possible.

This post might contain spoilers however I try to be as spoiler-free as possible.

So let’s continue… Shall we?

Lore Olympus: is a Web comic played in the Greek mythology. However there’s a twist. They are in today’s fashion (aka 21st century clothing) whereas the humans (mortals) are in still in early centuries (propably before Christ).

The artist chose one of the best legend to put in the main focus – in my opinion – which is the relationship between Hades and Persephone. I have to tell you this futuristic twist on their clothes and objects are pretty cool and the art style is pretty dope too. I recommend you to read it or at least give it a chance.

It is a romantic type of comic, which I am not really into usually, however this novel influenced me to look around a bit further.

This led me to…

Devil Is A Handsome Man : is also a romantic novel however it is full of mysteries and unclear scenes that keeps you there because you wanna know what exactly happened.

However, at first, I thought it was one of many web comics… But I refused to stop reading so I kept reading.. And thank god I did because it became so exciting after chapter 5 or 4 so I just couldn’t stop I finished this comic within a day (just like the previous comic).

It is also in the romance category however I think it also should be classed as fantasy, mystery or detective category because there are a lot of dots to connect.

If you a person who likes strong female characters as a main character I recommend this for you. Our main character, Xo – short for Xolia – is trying to find out who she really is and who exactly was she.

After this I wanted something different, no too much but different enough to not finish it within a day…

… And I found…

Love Advice from The Great Duke of Hell

I know this is a mouthful but this one leans into more of fantasy and comedy category. It is still romantic but in a different way.

It is a notice me sempai situation but it’s a guy “chasing” after his crush. Our main character is into occult for this reason and one day he successfully summons the Great Duke of Hell, which I can tell, not many mortals are capable of.

Without going into much detail and spoiling it for you (the title is enough spoiler imo), there are going to be scenes where you may feel awkward, or find it funny or just shake your head. It’s not exactly a comedy piece but I’ll admit it can be funny at times.

I love Web comics because I know it is hard drawing digitally and looking at the different between a newer chapter and an older chapter, seeing how much their art style improved over making the chapters feels me with joy and it is fascinating to see.

These people have a particular style that also pulled me in on reading there work. For me, it takes more than just a great art style to pull me in on the story. You won’t regret reading these however these are not for everyone.

Note: I am not sponsored by any of these artist who created these comics. Nor is Webtoon.

This post does not contain pictures due to copyright law.

Skincare gems part 2

Hello fam! I thought do a second part on this topic because I might have found some dupes if you do not wanna spend much on a moisturiser or you’re just simply in a tight budget and of course some higher priced products.

Let’s continue then!

Superdrug Naturally Radiant 2 in 1 moisturizer and serum

This little fella might just be a dupe for Tarte’s drink of H2O moisturizer. It is also super light weight and has a touch of kiwi scent to it. I used this multiple times and it never failed me nor my face! Obviously if you have a very sensitive skin like my boyfriend I wouldn’t recommend you to put it close to your eye area. – long story, you don’t wanna know. 😅

I also have sensitive skin but I didn’t have any reaction he experienced. However it was his first time ever trying something like this out.

FYI: he is even allergic to his favourite hair gel but still keeps using it. 🤦🏻‍♀️

Aloe Vera gel

You don’t have to buy the plant itself if you don’t want to however they do grow fast. I have both the plant and some in the tube. I use aloe vera for my skin, stretch marks, my scalp and my hair. It gives my curls back that I straightened out over the years. It is not a magical wonder product but if you keep using it, it might give you your curls back.

E.l.f eye refresh roller

This is a life saver for me because if my sleep pattern is disturbed even if it is just a tiny bit it shows on my face and under eye area… So thank you e.l.f for saving my under eye area.

Before the first use, I rolled it on my neck to see if it would cause any irritations, which it didn’t howere you need to make sure to do a patch test first just incase.

Superdrug Vitamin C booster drops

I know it might sound like I have a sponsorship with superdrug but in reality I actually don’t! If I did I would have said so!

About the product. For a booster it is really light weight and my skin sucked it up quickly even when I used other moisturizer before, usually my skin does not let everything in itself so for me this was a good sign. It has a nice scent however it is minimal so you will not be irritated by it!

I have been using this product for a couple of days now, my skin is moisturised but it is easier to keep a skin of a 22-year-old hydrated than restore the hydration of someone’s skin who is in their 50s.

Which gave me an excellent idea and opportunity to try this product on my mother’s face and we will see the results in 2 weeks. If we will see some.

FYI: I personally use this for my uneven skin tone.

Disclaimer: I am not a professional makeup artist nor am I a dermatologist. I am not sponsored by any of the brands mentioned in this post.

Skincare essentials for combination skin.

If you have combination skin then you might just feel me and my situation.

Disclaimer: I am not a professional makeup artist nor a dermatologist. Test the products on your neck before using them on your face.

I have combination skin, but it is so combination, my dry patches have oily patches, and my oily patches have dry patches. Also large pores and breakouts – if something dirty touches my face, and the sweat also a trigger for me to have breakouts too.

Found some products that might just be good for you as well as it was for me and these products also can be used for any other skin types! Good, isn’t it?

For my routine I use a three step rule I found on the Internet. You can also add additional steps if you want to.

The thee steps are, cleanse, exfoliate and moisturise. Sounds easy, right?


Cleansing is important because you need to wash off the day’s muck off your face especially if you live in a big city. Why? Because the pollution from the exhaust of the vehicles are cause of clogged pores and uneven skin tone.

I personally use Boots own Cucumber facial toner because

  • It’s for all skin types
  • Affordable
  • It is gentle
  • Effective
  • Has a cooling effect

I love this toner and it is very good for the price as well and I’d rather splurge on moisturizer and sheet masks than toners and exfoliants.


In oder to have less breakouts you need to get rid of dead skin on your face and dead skin can clog up your pores too.

To exfoliate my skin I usually use a regular lip scrub or a homemade sugar scrub because they can do the trick and an exfoliant do not have to be expensive to be effective! But this is my take on it.

Additional step: if I want to be extra I tend to use some peel off mask or a clay mask before using a moisturiser.


This is my favourite step because this is when I can use the products I like to splurge on!

My skin gets irritated quickly after a strong cleanse and dry my skin out but this little bad boy saves it all the time.

H2O skin drink by tarte is so far the best moisturiser I have ever tried. It is light weight, minimal scent, and leaves my skin radiant. However if you don’t like to spend too much money on a moisturiser I would recommend you to either try a travel size pack by Tarte or use a moisturiser by Superdrug because it shouldn’t cost an arm and leg to have a healthy skin.

Additional step: just before using a moisturiser I use an anti-spot gel by e.l.f which can be drying on the skin I would definitely recommend to do this before you use any moisturiser or sheet mask.

A treat for the eyes

After I finished my using my moisturiser I refresh my eyes with the e.l.f Eye refresh roller so I could wake up fresh and bright in the morning. I also take it with me wherever I go.

FYI: this is just my way of dealing with combination skin.

Natural deodorants

Hello fam! Everyone loves to smell fresh and good but some spray products might contain a few ingredients that might not be so good for your underarms.

I collected some brand products that offer natural deodorant/s.

Please note that these deodorants don’t stop you from sweating. You shouldn’t stop yourself from sweating. 👇🏻👇🏻

Tarte Clean Queen Vegan deodorant

This is such a huge deodorant it took me nearly a year to use this up and I was also using other products too to try. It is a clay deodorant with lavender scent and it smells amazing also lasts long when you put it on.

Only problem is you might need to take a travel sized version of it with you because it isn’t antiperspirant so you will need to reapply it a bit often. For the scent I get from it I think it is worth it.

Clean Queen deodorant also conditions your underarms, at least that what I noticed, I could use it after a bad shaving rash without my skin getting irritated by it and the rash was gone after hours. – don’t use it as a rash cream though! It is not designed to be that!

Avalon Organics

I love this deodorant, it’s a liquid type, however I still have mixed feelings about it… The reason is it doesn’t last long, the scent does however the liquid is not. Scent is very lemony and for hours I smelt like a lemonade and it makes me feel clean too.

Lush natural deodorant in T’eo

I love this so much. It might sound expensive (£6.50 for 90g) however this lasts the longest I have tried. I really love lemon and lemongrass so this is a go to me and also has tea tree oil in it which I guess makes it antibacterial.

The only down fall to this product though is you can’t use it if you just freshly shaved your armpit because it can irritate your armpit.

FYI: this product is well loved so I do not want to show something in a really bad shape.

Disclaimer: I’m not a professional nor a dermatologist. I’m not sponsored by any of the brands mentioned above.

Skincare gems

Sometimes there are so many products that can be overlooked because there are just so many to choose from. I’m making this post to introduce a few things I have found or to help you explore something new.

Let’s get started!

Farmacy Coconut Gel hydrating Sheet mask and Green Clean cleansing balm

I came across this brand on Beautylish because when I ordered an item they put a sample in the package by Farmacy.

I got their Green Clean make up meltaway cleansing balm and I really liked it so I ordered the sheet mask above. I bought one for my mum as well. It was so packed with the serum we had to use the both side of the sheets… After the first use we put them in containers (not in the same container!!) and the next day we used it again.

My mum is over 50 so it really showed that she used a moisturiser and it plumped her skin up she really looked younger. I never thought I would say that to her ever but it did work.

I apologise for not having a picture of the sheet mask I completely forgot to document it so, that’s an oopsie on my part, sorry! 😅

Tarte – drink of H2O hydrating boost moisturizer

This is on the pricey side but this product is amazing. It is light weight, minimal scent and it really hydrates my skin after a heavy cleansing “ritual”.

I got my H2O moisturizer in a value pack,because I wasn’t sure if I would like it or hate it with a passion, but I usually buy a set of minis because I like to explore more for my money and it works out cheaper sometimes.

E.l.f Acne fighting spot gel

I love this product because it works quickly, the products I have used before didn’t work this fast as this did. I can just roll it on a spot before going out (on a no makeup day or before a tinted moisturizer) or using it in my routine before bed. It is also sleek so I don’t have to worry about it taking too much space in my bag. Only problem is the fact that it can be a bit drying on the skin so this is why I use it before using any type of moisturizer, and I do recommend doing that way.

Witch hazel

Any brand of Witch Hazel is great for cleaning your skin or wounds. I use it when my dumb ass pops a few spots that should have been left alone…

However it does help in case you mess up your face because you’re a popaholic. It shrinks the spot and the scar if you popped your spot. Sometimes when I get really bad breakouts and the sun is out I put the solution on and let the witch hazel and the sun work their magic.

Before buying any of the products mentioned above I would recommend you to look up the ingredients and/or do a patch test on your neck.

Disclaimer: I am not a professional makeup artist nor a dermatologist. I am not sponsored by any of the brands mentioned I bought and buy products with my own money.

*pictures were taken by me

Other indie makeup brands you might have not heard of

In my previous post I was talking about indie brands that deserved more love an attention.

This post is also an extention for expending the list but still keeping it separate without making one post extremely long.

Let’s continue, shall we?

Blackmoon Cosmetics is a cruelty-free brand vegan cosmetics brand. It has a dark quirky theme to it which makes me feel like everyday is Halloween (one of my favourite holidays by the way), however they have subtle options if you are not into those quirky shades.

Their highlighters are amazing! They have multiple colours and they have everyday shades as well as crazy shades. They come in a nice black compact btw.

Chaos Makeup is also a cruelty-free and vegan brand and they also have many options of highlighters that you can actually use on your mouth, face and body. (exclusions may apply and check it in their website)

They also have shadows, blends and loose pigments, they used to have lipsticks but I don’t see them anymore unfortunately. 😔

However they have chrome shadows that a super pigmented!

They also have really great prices, however they are based in the U.S., like Blackmoon Cosmetics.

BeedumplingCosmetics is an etsy shop and they do handmade cosmetics. The shop does it’s own research and they also have so many items to choose from!

I personally like the shadows, I have ginger chai and it is such an amazing shadow!

However if you live in the UK you would have to pay for shipping and if your order is above $20 you would have to pay custom fees. This is how it works unfortunately but their products worth the try!

Disclaimer : I am not a professional makeup artist however I recommend products and brands because of what I experienced. I am not sponsored by any of the brands mentioned above.

Sorry I didn’t include the pictures of the products mentioned that I own, unfortunately they are not in a good shape to be taken pictures of. I will update the post when I get the new ones!

Pictures will come soon!

Television shows from the 20th century you need to watch.

Do you like good television programmes? Are you interested in good TV shows from the previous century?

I gathered a few of the older television shows I love so much and I still watch to this day to unwind. Hope it will entertain you too!

Warning: this post might contain spoilers

Murder She Wrote is an American television show starred by Angela Lansbury, who played our main character, Jessica Fletcher, famous mystery writer and ‘amateur’ detective. This TV series mostly plays in the fictional Cabot Cove where our hero discovers secrets and solves murder mysteries and gets in trouble where ever she goes.

Why do I think it’s good?

Our main character is a woman and it is not your typical old lady in your town. It plays in the 80s and 90s. It also helps me taking a break from the everyday gore you see in almost every TV series.

There’s nothing wrong with blood and gore… To a certain extent but this particular series as much as I find it exciting it still helps me relax because it just sucks you in.

However if you are not really into old TV series I will doubt any of these TV shows will be enjoyable for you.

You can find it on YouTube if you wanted to watch it.

Cons of Murder She Wrote

Sometimes if you pay enough attention to what they’re saying in the episode you will figure out who the killer is. By the way this only happened to me once.

Diagnosis: Murder is also an American TV series, starred by Dick van Dyke and Berry van Dyke, and it is considered as comedy, it does have some humour to it, however I think it is also more of a murder mystery / drama than just comedy.

Our dear Dick van Dyke plays one of the main characters Dr. Mark Sloan, the Chief of Internal Medicine at the Community General Hospital who is also an occasional consultant to the police department in the local area. He helps solving murders with his son Steve, played by Berry van Dyke.

Long story short: He solves murders and investigates the crime behind the back of the police if he is told no to solving it alone and it mostly ends up a success.

Why do I think it’s good?

The episodes are lonelger than the Murder She Wrote episodes, which gives me more time trying to solve the mystery on my own and we bet on the person who we think the killer is (preferably with a friend who watches it with me).

When you watch it you think you know who the killer is but in the end or most of the time you are going to be wrong. There’s always a twist.

Cons: 1, sometimes people might find it too long for their liking and get bored quickly and I understand that this is also not for everyone. 2, you might find it slow for your liking because it is more than an hour and there als some parts that also go a bit slower which I call breaks because it slows the events down and throws some key elements in which you would think had nothing to do with the storyline or the next one.

Midsomer Murders is a British television show based on the crime-novel series, called Chief Inspector Barnaby, written by Caroline Graham and adapted by Anthony Horowitz.

This show started in 1997 and still goes on to present days because of its success in viewership and marketed in other countries.

Our detective, DCI Tom Barnaby, played by John Nettles, and his solves murder, as it is his job, in Causton, Midsomer.

Fun fact: Midsomer is a fictional county (as well as the town, Causton) and the different locations of Midsomer was spread out in Oxfordshire, Berkshire and Northern Hampshire.

This is tv show doesn’t have that much gore in it but the way characters are killed is pretty creative and impressive and it isn’t that censored as you might think. If you just exploring these older TV shows I would definitely recommend you’d start with this one.

Why do I think it’s good?

The reason I started watching Midsomer Murders because I wanted to try something new and I was tired of seeing the same episodes of Miss Marple. To be quite honest this show surprised me a lot and it might be a very unpopular opinion but I think Midsomer Murders is better than Sherlock. – oopsie!

The episodes are about an hour long but you don’t feel it at all. It sucks you in so much you get annoyed at the commercials.


I might be biased but I haven’t found any cons yet.

I hope you enjoyed my blog and you’d watch some of the show I listed above. 👆🏻👆🏻

Disclaimer: I tried to type it as short and as spoiler free as possible. There have been some information I needed to look up so the links to the sites where I found the information however I did not copy sentences from any of the articles.

Useful links:


**the pictures included in this post are screenshots taken in the moment of me watching the TV shows.

Why being a cleaner sucks

I’m sure you probably have a few horror stories of your experience regarding this matter whether you only cleaned at home or in a hotel.

I worked as a cleaner before and to be honest I think people underestimate those who work as cleaners, and if the management sucks the people who are staying in a given location start arguing with the cleaners whereas they are just cleaners.

If you ever worked somewhere as a cleaner you might know what I’m talking about, because if the management sucks then the quality of the work is shit. Period.

There’s was one place where the management was a disaster… We were understaffed and one of the two managers almost never showed up…Meanwhile the cleaners, at least most of them, were trying to be the head of house keeping… And having an argument about which “team” cleans which room. Sometimes it was so unfair because the clique of cleaners who befriended each other did the easiest rooms together where single people cleaned whole rooms and did everything else in them, such as the beds, the bath, and the vacuuming… It was a standard procedure but you weren’t meant to do it alone, unless the room was a stay over… Which can be messy but much easier.

I don’t wanna bash the managers for the chaos because I know it is hard however cutting down the time to clean the rooms leaves us also in a bad position, especially if someone is doing it alone. – The owner might have been the one cutting down the time.

Carrying on…

None of the staff members had radios on them so everyone had to go on a wild goose chase while customers took a turd and didn’t even flush the goddamn toilet in number 10 then requested a quick clean… Then new customers tried to have a go at me about their room… Saying it wasn’t cleaned. I was newbie. Thank god I had enough patience to sort it out for them with the reception… Hope they actually did it…

Things need to be maculate but they had (the owners of the hotel and other holiday homes) cut down the amount of time we had in the rooms and it didn’t matter how dirty it was. So sometimes cleaners cut corners too. Nothing major though just using the used towels to clean up the surroundings which got cleaned after we finished.

There were stains on the sink, and the customer thought one of the cleaners left the toothpaste in the sink on purpose, however in reality the surface was just stained by the paste and there was no way of getting rid of it… Unfortunately… This is what happens when the owner of the hotel is a cheap bastard.(He bought used furniture for the hotel…)

The other place, where I used to clean, had lodges. Really nice place but the customers weren’t well behaved. My team and I had to walk into broken furniture and rotting food, sometimes we found drinks too.

Few of my former colleagues had it worse because the walked into a lodge where turd was smeared on the walls, in the showers, and the beds. By the way it was a family with a child in the lodge, I don’t think an elderly person would smear shit everywhere. If it was an accident then it would have been reported to the staff but unfortunately it wasn’t.

In this particular holiday park, few people of the maintenance had a beef with each other so it always ended badly for the cleaners. Always a bloody competition which ruins the workplace for everyone.

Sometimes even the customers are idiots too, period because I met really nice ones while working at the holiday park.

I remember putting the cleaning stuff in the parking space in front of the lodge because it was heavy as hell. Each section of lodges were spaciously “fenced” by a couple of large trees and the person behind this lodge only saw me entering the lodge. She was shouting at me thinking I was breaking in and entering.. To be honest I didn’t see any reason to argue back at her so I just held up my keys and a cloth. She ran back in without a word and I never saw her again.

Thank god I didn’t have any heated argument with any of the guests.. Yet..

Everything is easy to be said than done but if you think about it, cleaners rely on management and the manager and there should be more than one, in my opinion.

Disclaimer: I’m coming from what I experienced as a cleaner. If you have a different opinion, please share it with me!

Mobile phone games you should try- with caution

Most people nowadays have at least one or two games on their phone.

Mobile phone games can be relaxing or annoying to the point you get frustrated. I collected some games which might not be new to you or you might have heard of them before. This list will be updated with a few more games so I apologise if it’s not long enough yet.

Before I continue, I would like to state that as much as games are fun, your priorities should come first.

I used to play a lot with this game and I am really fond of it too. Homescapes is about renovating and restoring an old mansion our main character, Austin, grew up in. This game is a single player but if you are online you can enter tournaments which can give you prizes, and you also get daily prizes, which are boosters. To restore the mansion you need to complete tasks, to compete a task you need stars. The way you get a star by playing a mini game, which is similar to Candy Crush, and you need to make matches of similar items.

You need to get trough different levels and the difficulty of the level always changes. You can easily get through the levels by using boosters. If you loose on the level you loose a life out of five lives.

It is a neat game if you turn away from the “pay to win” aspect of this game. Regardless of the daily rewards and the tourney prizes you won’t always be able to get through the stage without boosters, unless you try very hard. I needed to do a level 10 times before I beat the level…

Badland: is a cute adventure mobile phone game that is also available for Xbox and PlayStation 4 and other platforms as well. This is a single player and a multiplayer game in one.

I used to own this game too and I loved it and it is pretty straight forward game.

If you played Ori and The Blind Forest then I think you would love this game too because Badland has a foresty background to it.

There are different levels you need to complete, however some of the levels are locked and you can only unlock it if you buy certain levels. They’re not that expensive to buy though.

I used to play this game a lot but I am not up to date with the changes within the app.

My little Pony: OK you might have heard of this game. Yes you can laugh all you want but this game is still cute. If you didn’t know The My Little Pony Friendship is Magic is based on the animated My Little Pony series developed by Gameloft for iOS and Android devices.

This is a single player game with multiplayer interactions. The difference between this game and the previous one is you can only get prizes by leveling up. Obviously you still will get competitions and fulfilling tasks will also lend you rewards as well as the daily game called Balloon Pop which I think you can count as a daily reward but you won’t get it unless you pop the balloons.

This game is the most enjoyable for me is because 1, it’s cute 2, doesn’t take long to level up 3, it’s about ponies.

As much as I love these free to download games there are a few cons of these.

The other side of the industry

Micro-transactions are one of the few things I dislike about these… Well of course they need to make money somehow but then it is not a AAA game on the Xbox and I don’t like the thought of my hard earned money landing into an already rich coperation’s pocket.

I wouldn’t be fussed about it if the animators had better conditions to work in.

In the eyes of the corporation, these people are disposable. They are just bodies, they can be replaced by another body. These companies will do anything to keep their shareholders happy.

I’m not saying that you can’t buy some of the bundles you want in your game, because I have done that before, but as soon as I knew the things I just mentioned I felt a bit bitter about spending my money on any of these games.

Here are some useful links you can read too. 👇🏻

Dark side of working in the video game industry: 100-hour weeks and on-the-spot sackings

76% of game developers still labor under crunch conditions

Mental health and physical health of the developers are also important, not just satisfying the greedy shareholders.

How would YOU feel if you had to work in conditions like that?

Well… This post turned dark quite quickly. 🤷🏻‍♀️

**the pictures included in this post are screenshots from the game I downloaded to my device.

Story time: my oopsie moment with smoking pot.

Sure, everyone smoked some weed in there life time, some of the people I know are stoners, but have you had an oopsie moment while smoking pot that you might be embarrassed about?

Probably there are lot’s of funny stories out there on the matter but mine was so to speak… Weird…

Before I go on talking about my experience I did a research and in fact you can have a bad “trip” on pot. I did but it doesn’t mean everyone is gonna have the same reaction to it.

Well let’s go on then, shall we?

It was a nice warm quiet night and I decided to ask my future brother in law to make my joint a tiny bit stronger than usual, and of course he did.

When I started smoking, and whenever I smoked pot, the usual thing started happening, I felt like I started sinking in my own mind. Obviously I continued because I wasn’t gonna wuss out like a little bitch but me and my pride got too greedy with the joint and kept smoking and chatting. My fbil (aka future brother in law) asked me if I needed a drink because I looked as pale as casper. So he went in and got me a glass of apple juice meanwhile I didn’t stop smoking and I felt like my head was spinning, kinda the type you get when you get tipsy but this was stronger, and I blinked, or at least I thought I was with my stupid ass brain, and I collapsed on the trash bags and then rolled off to the floor. – hindsight: maybe it wasn’t a good idea to stand next to the trash. Because of that my jeans were drenched in trash water… Fucking trash water… Because it rained the night before.

I woke up on the floor and got up just before my fbil opened the door on my head. He got a bit confused and asked me if I was OK. I went in sat down holding my head and felt like I was gonna throw up. Being inside for a while helped get over this stage. After I got out of those feelings I just went upstairs and munched on some crisps, and fell asleep on my bed.

I smoked joints before but not to the point where I collapsed. So this was very uncomfortable for me. To the point I feel embarrassed about this.

Before you judge me for saying my experience I would like to remind you that I do not disapprove of smoking pot and I do not disagree with the benefits of THC and CBD.

I found some useful information that helps explain my experience and why mine was like this and it might help you avoid the experience.

To be honest if some of my friends offered me the joint I still would take it regardless of my experience.

Disclaimer: I base my observations and posts on personal experience and back it up with research.